Sunday, September 9, 2007

I think the 1st time we went out is my birthday. Just me, you, yi lin and YQ. I really had fun on that day, chatting with you. Even I took sometime to get in time but really thank you for that. Maybe you just being friendly and nothing else, but it meant alot to me. That was the best birthday i ever had.

2nd time was just with you. We went for dinner in Causeway Point. I really enjoyed the time i spent with you. Every second, every moment, time were off it's duty. I am happy =D. It was steel plate set and it was really nice. Maybe you just being friendly, but it meant alot to me.

3rd time was jus with you again. We went to clementi market to eat. We both ordered pork stuff from the same stall. Haha, i don't have enough money, and you lend me some. Thank you. Had great time eating dinner with you. Found out that you like soup. Haha, just like the way we had been. Maybe you just being friendly and nothing else, but it meant alot to me.

The rest was the time i send you home. Even the distance may be far, but with you around it seems so short and i just hope that i can walk you home. Maybe you didn't want me to send you home, and you were afraid that i meant be sad, you gave me the chance to do so. I am gald. But sorry for you to qian jui wo. =( I felt unormal joy, like joy that comes from the heart. I think i really fell in love with you. Maybe you just being friendly, but it meant alot to me.

And ya, there were times i made you sad cause of my selfishiness. Maybe you were not sad and just irritated. I don't know, but i just hope i can make amendments. I know i have been doing things that you don't like, i try not to do it again. When you told me not to change for you but just for my own future. But i wanted you to be in my future, and there i want to change into a man that you might love. I know i can do more things that i couldn't imagine just for you.

Even sen sei accompany me to find that sunflower, but hope you can feel the deep meaning behind it. Saying that the flower is to cheer you up and hope you get better is just the surface. The flower meant, i hope you will shine brightly like the sunflower, and no one can take away that smile from you.

The bottle of starz, it contains 512 of starz. And in one star, it contains the password to this blog. The star was yellow in colour. It will be like finding bean in a bowl of beans. It may be hard to find, but if fate is there, it will be found. And i will be waiting for that day that you might find that star and tag "i found it in my blog".

I had great time chatting with you on the phone, even we always like quarreling but i hope that will make our take spent together deeper. Maybe you just being friendly, but it meant alot to me.

One day, you find me irritated. I know it over, but i will never give up, until one day, you ask me to give up. I will stay happy as long as you are happy. If we are not meant to be, i just bless you that you will find your true love, but one day if you need someone to talk to, talk to me. Let me be there with God and you.

I love you more and more each day. I submit God into your hands.
Even just looking from far, i'm happy.

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